♥ Her Personal Life.

black march.

2012-01-29T22:55:00.001Z

Originally posted by morgandawn at Seems I Am Not The Only One....
took it from sabacat at Seems I Am Not The Only One....

......who feels the need to take a break from an increasingly dysfunctional relationship.

Original image and campaign source: reddit.

Edited to add my own thoughts (not part of the original reddit call for action): And if you do not feel like taking a total break and perhaps want just a trial separation or couple's counseling, then perhaps consider Black March Lite 2.0 = spend, but spend money on those content creators and independent retailers who came out against SOPA/PIPA. And tell them why you're buying their products in March. There are many of them.

And for those who favor the more targeted boycott, you can find info here. But no matter which, you can participate and you can tailor your level of participation. We have the tools, the will and the strength to take a stand.

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Black March - Thursday March 1st 2012 to Saturday March 31st 2012
With the continuing campaigns for internet-censoring litigation such as SOPA and PIPA, and the closure of sites like Megaupload under allegations of 'piracy' and 'conspiracy' the time has come to take a stand against music, film, and media companies' lobbyists.
The only way is to hit them where it hurts.
Their profit margins.
March 2012 is the end of the First Quarter in economic reports world wide.
Do not buy a single record. Do not download a single song, legally or illegally. Do not go to see a single film in cinemas, or download a copy. Do not buy a DVD in the stores. Do not buy a videogame. Do not buy a single book or magazine.
Wait the four weeks to buy them in April: see a film later, etc... Holding out for just four weeks, maximum, will leave a gaping hole in media companies profits for the first quarter, an economic hit which will in turn be observed by governments world wide as stocks and shares will blip from a large enough loss of incomes. This action will give a statement of intent:
"We will not tolerate the Media Industries' lobbying for legislation that will censor the internet."

thirty and still smokin' hot.

2012-01-25T21:34:00.004Z

OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU SAKURAI SHO!!!
HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY TO THE KEIO BOY!!!

Sorry mi love, most of the new pictures haven't been properly edited yet ♥
So I had to use an old picture of you ♥
But no worries, you look smokin' hot here as you do now ♥
The big 3-0, time flies by so fast ne? ♥
I hope you get married soon ♥
If you can't find a partner, I'll be more willing to be yours ♥

open your eyes.

2012-01-20T19:23:00.000Z

I just had to share this here with whoever is reading...
The way Allah communicates with us... Truly amazing...

*All copyrights go to the rightful owners*

34 days left.

2012-01-18T17:34:00.003Z

The pain that I have to go through...

I can't be bothered to think about my love life...

There's only one man I'm waiting for...

Babah, I miss you. ♥

what hurts the most.

2012-01-14T02:02:00.003Z

After years of knowing each other, after years of being friends, after years of loving each other, I was shocked by the fact that you could only saw the bad side of me. What you said was nothing but hatred-filled-words, talking about how poorly-raised I have been, how ill-treated I have been to you, as if all this time, all I did was hurt you. I admit, that all of it was my fault. No matter how many times I've said this to you but you can never just get it into your head can you? I realise my faults. I realise my wrong-doings. I admitted to all of it that you can blame me for what and how things have happened.

But to say as if I have done nothing but treated you poorly and badly, as if I have just been using for my amusement in my spare time, as if I never cared for you, as if I never loved you, that was just too much. To say those words where the only reason I went to you was because nobody else loved me, nobody else cared to give me the attention I wanted, nobody wanted me, do you know how much that hurt me?

I am here, continents away from my loving family and friends, of course I am lonely. I am lonely to my core! I don't get to celebrate my family's birthdays. I don't get to see my dad when he comes out. I'm not even sure if I'll be able to go home this summer. So to answer your question, I am lonely. And out of all people, I chose to talk to you. But you took that as if it meant nothing.

How dare you? Judging me without knowing how I truly feel. As if you've only known me for a few days, as if we just met. Out of all people, you should've known better. But no, your ego and anger and hatred for me got the best of you. And because of your actions and words, you just brought out the worst of me. Because of you, I don't think I can ever love again. So your wishes may come true. I'll never have a boyfriend. I'll never end up with a husband. That's what you want, that's what you'll get.

christmas.

2011-12-25T05:29:00.004Z

Assalamualaikum.
Ohaiyou-gozaimasu.

Currently in Loughborough meeting up with Munir so we can go to Cardiff on the 29th later. My online and downloading activities have not been really active for the past few days, so I guess that's why I'm also late in greeting a certain someone's birthday. I'll get to that at the end of the post to brighten things up because what I'm about to post is a bit, depressing, I guess.

There was a gathering earlier on christmas eve so I went there with Munir and Fuad. They were friendly people and I guess I should call it 'healthy' for Bruneians to meet up once in a while and I guess I felt a bit like home just now. That was the good part for me.

But then there was just something that was messing with my head that I had to leave early so I asked Munir to accompany me back home since, well, I don't know my way around here yet and we watched Paranormal Activity earlier so being in a house alone? Not a good choice. And all of a sudden, I freaking cried my ass off! Not the usual boo-hoo cry that most people have seen but the cry-at-night-alone-in-room kind. Yes, the very first I've ever done in front of anyone. Thankfully Munir knows his way to comfort me and he got me through it.

So tale of the sad story? Honestly, I wasn't really sure why I freaking cried, that hard. Maybe I do know but I'm puzzled by the fact that how can something small like that can affect me so much. I guess it's a matter of boys? Here's the problem. Back in the old days, I could get any boy I want. It was easy for me maybe because I was thinner and had a sense of embarrassment. Now, I've grown fatter, I admit that and I don't really care what people usually think of me, that includes boys. Now here's the deal, boys will only go for smoking-hot-good-looking girls. At least, that's what I'm aware of. If not for those type, they'll go for someone, who's not me. I guess that's what's bothering me at the moment. *sigh* But heck, boys.

Best part of the night: WE WENT CYCLING! Nope, not the next morning but at that instant. I suggested it and we did it. After 3 months of no proper exercise besides the moderate netball training I did, after 5-6 years not riding a bicycle, I finally did it, at 3am! And since it has been a while since I last rode a bike and I had a surgery on my toe and I sprained my ankle a few weeks ago, I got into 3 minor accidents. No biggie but toe and ankle do hurt so I'm resting them now. But it was epic! The last few nights Munir, myself and Fuad, and Mali jammed. The next night, we karaoke-d. Tonight, we rode our bikes! Well not technically 'ours' or 'mine' for that matter. But we rode them! Then we watched How I Met Your Mother.

Now I'm waiting for either Munir or Fuad to come back so I won't be alone in the house. And I'm planning on staying up until around 7am so I can do my Subuh prayer and just go to bed already. I'm not sleepy yet though. I guess it's the adrenaline rush I had from the bike ride earlier. I should do that more often. Since I'm here and all, and there are bikes laying around.

So going to the real deal here...

OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU AIBA MASAKI!!!
HAPPY 29TH BIRTHDAY TO THE MIRACLE BOY!!!

My miracle boy is just a year away from turning to the big 3-oh! ♥
Stay happy and crazy for all your fans out here ♥
Wishing you the best in all of your wishes ♥
Also, a merry christmas and a happy new year ♥

Until then...

Sayounara.
Assalamualaikum.

getting better

2011-12-13T13:36:00.003Z

Besides my temporary ~~mishaps~~ and ~~breakdown~~,
life has been treating me well...

Winter break is coming soon!
"I wonder when their Beautiful World concert DVD will be released..."

craziness.

2011-12-07T21:36:00.003Z

No one's reading anyway...

I've come across countless fucked up situations/incidents for these past few weeks. Whenever I have a hard time, I always think of it as a punishment from God to me for the sins I've done. And I know I've done a lot of them for these past few weeks.

~~SELFISH SUN OF A BITCH!~~

First and foremost, I apologise for my selfish and irrational decision that resulted in hurting you, breaking you into pieces, I know you don't deserve that. Thus, I know you don't deserve me. It was the only way to let you know and see that you really don't deserve to be with me. Heck, I'm not sure if anyone deserves me. You deserve to be with someone who will truly love you, care for you, treat you right, always be there for you even through the hardest times. Part of what I'm going through is probably the punishment I get for putting you in a state like this. I don't regret my decision and I do hope you understand.

~~CULTURE SHOCK? WTF?~~

I admit I've changed a lot ever since I came here. I really thought I wouldn't but I guess I did. Is it my own fault? Am I not strong enough to overcome all these 'culture shock' factors? Or have I been successfully persuaded by the feeling of freedom and richness of independence? I guess my past life is reaching its way out again, especially since I'm in a country of my own. It really shouldn't be like this. I guess, I'm not strong enough for this part of the world.

~~FREAKIN' DAMAGED!~~

Not forgetting my unfortunate events of my toe and my sprained ankle and my failing success in my course. It's been tough, these 3 months. Is this what you call homesick? Or is this just a phase of my insides trying to crawl their way out after years and years of being cramped and stressed up with all the numbers, facts, dates, names, etc.? Oh God! I cannot believe this! What did I get myself into?

~~FUCK, I JUST WANNA GO HOME!~~

I still feel fucked up. At times, I feel like I should just go home as if I don't deserve to be here. I'm emotionally, mentally and physically damaged by my surroundings, my life, everything. I don't know where else I can get the strength to move on anymore, not like this.

not my luck.

2011-12-06T12:26:00.004Z

Assalamualaikum.
Konnichiwa.

Usually I don't post something unless I actually have the time to do so, especially during the weekdays. But just for your info, I have been given a 2 whole day reset by the hospital. Confused? Let's start from the beginning.

From the previous post, I mentioned that I was going to go ice-skating with Amin and Rafie. Yes, I did, but an incident happened. It was my first time ice-skating so I was eager to be a 'pro' at it as soon as possible. At one point, I increased my speed a bit and I ended up falling, twisting my ankle on the go. I fell a few times before already so I thought I could just stand up but when I tried, I couldn't and started to feel the pain on my ankle. Tears involuntarily fell from my eyes. Rafie who was looking from afar realised that I wasn't standing up so I guess he rushed towards me. Then the staff came as well. I guess they knew what happened too. Amin came along too.

"Last picture taken for the weekend"

Long story short, I was in a wheelchair, rushed to the hospital, got a sprained ankle. It was hard to walk at first but thank goodness the boys were there with me to get me through. So here I am, at home, on my bed, resting, for 2 whole freaking days. *sigh*

Regardless of what happened, I had a good time, especially for some parts. It was nice to see them again. But I do apologise to Amin and Rafie for being dragged to the hospital and everything. I know it wasn't a good way to enjoy the day, nor was it mine, so I do sincerely apologise.

"Let me lie in bed with these boys..." ♥

Until then...

Sayounara.
Assalamualaikum.

opal.

2011-12-04T05:02:00.005Z

Assalamualaikum.
Ohaiyou-gozaimasu.

It's currently 5.07am in Sheffield as I'm typing this down. After Amin's show, Rafie waited for me outside and we both went back to his place, since Amin had to go to his society's after party. Basically, we just hung out in his room, then went to the common room to watch South Park, Family Guy, then played pool (or billiard? no idea what its real name is, and I lost to that dude), then watched Big Bang Theory, then I slept in his room for a while since I was exhausted from the whole day. I think I slept for only around 2 hours or so then had to head back to Amin's place again and now, I CANNOT SLEEP! Manis. -.-"

I'll be heading back to Lancaster later afternoon to celebrate my housemate's birthday at night. Before that, going ice skating with the gang here this morning! It only has been once I ice skated. Cannot wait! It's a bit sad though that I'll be leaving this place again. No one is going to carry my bag, no one is going to wait for me outside my doorstep, no one is going to walk me home or elsewhere in the day and night, I really am going to miss this place. :( Believe me, I've considered relocating here.

"Yes, I'm getting *chubbier.
*a slightly considerate word than fatter
Start cutting down? Why should I?"

No pictures, as usual. Too lazy to take that many pictures, heck, any pictures. Even my friend took the shot above. I think it was the first time it was used for the whole trip. Hahaha!

Merry Xmas soon x)

Until then...

Sayounara.
Assalamualaikum.

wiida loves riida

2011-11-26T15:12:00.008Z

OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU OHNO SATOSHI!!!
HAPPY 31ST BIRTHDAY TO RIIDA!!!

Aww~ Baby, you're thirty-one now ♥
I can't believe that you've grown so much and you've become such a person ♥
You're amazing in what you do: singing, dancing, acting, etc. ♥
You never fail to put a smile on this little girl's face ♥
Getting married soon? I hope so and wish the best for you ♥

THE BEST, ARASHI ♥

what a life...

2011-10-28T00:21:00.004+01:00

Life's good... Been busy...

More updates and news on Facebook. Gomen.

new life. new journey. grow up!

2011-09-30T19:54:00.003+01:00

Assalamualaikum.
Konnichiwa.

It is currently 12:56pm and just in case you guys are wondering, I am now in Lancaster, Lancashire, United Kingdom. Yes, I am miles miles MILES away from my hometown now. Currently staying over at one of my seniors' place so more updates will be made when I finally settle in.

Here's a teaser:

And how can I forget about the boys...

They're releasing a new single soon, really soon

Until then...

Sayounara.
Assalamualaikum.

16 days left...

2011-09-07T07:52:00.002+01:00

Assalamualaikum.
Konnichiwa.

Okay, I know I'm suppose to be packing but might as well do this first. Hehe.

Alhamdulillah, things are going well. Preparation, barely. I'll be flying off on the 23rd of September 2011. Around 2 more weeks til that day comes. So to that, I would like to wish everyone...

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin and...
Happy 10th Monthsary to Muhammad Izzan Syafiq

My better half... No words can express how I feel...
Except for these 3 words... I love you... ♥

These boys say "Happy♥Holidays " too!
Wish I could go to their concert *sigh*

Until then...

Sayounara.
Assalamualaikum.

baby J.

2011-08-29T17:23:00.005+01:00

Assalamualaikum.
Ohaiyou-gozaimasu.

I'm posting this on the 30th August 2011, 12.25am, which can only mean one thing... can you guess what?

OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU MATSUMOTO JUN!!!
HAPPY 28TH BIRTHDAY TO THE DoS PRINCE!!!

The youngest, the most matured, the charming prince ♥
You are the most romantic, put it to use and get married soon! ♥
(I really hope that the boys get married and have a family of their own soon)
Keep acting passionately, keep making amazing concerts ♥
This fan over here is anticipating every little thing you have in store ♥

Click here! :D

Until then...

Sayounara.
Assalamualaikum.

bye bye brunei.

2011-08-22T16:25:00.003+01:00

Assalamualaikum.
Konbanwa.

It has been quite a while since I last posted. You know, that sentence has become quite a cliche in this blog of mine. Anyhow, selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa kepada semua umat Islam di sini dan sana. And soon, selamat hari raya aidilfitri maaf zahir dan batin. :)

There are actually quite a bit to update, especially about my scholarship. Syukur Alhamdulillah, my scholarship to pursue my studies to the UK is confirmed. 90% of my preparation is done and that includes my VISA application, medical check, signing agreement, etc. I've also booked a flight to fly off on the 23rd of September 2011. InsyaAllah, kalau nada halangan.

I got the official call from the MOE when Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2 (awesome movie btw) was just released here, whilst watching the movie. I didn't really get a direct call from them but for some reason, they called Mama up first and then of course, she called me. Gjan did tell me earlier that there is a high chance we will receive a call from the MOE on that day. So both of us were ready with our phones, in the cinema.

I would like to lay out how the conversation went, but, I'm too lazy. :D

Firstly we gathered the following week to receive our official letter, and schedule of our briefing which went on for the whole week. Simply to say, it was an exhausting week. We did our medical check up the following week and other procedures that needed to be done. Alhamdulillah, as I've said earlier, most of it are done, just waiting for my flight to be confirmed.

Okay, let me summarise what I've done because even I'm confused about it so this might as well become my checklist as well. Things I've done: medical check up, signing agreement, visa application, flight booking, got a place to live, done most of the shopping, printed out most of the needed documents, I should make a copy of these soon, I guess that's it. All that is left are to buy a few more stuff such as stationery, sanitary products, shawls, etc., wait for a bit more documents from the university and of course the confirmation about my flight, print and copy those, ask about the bank account, pack and lastly, fly off.

To think about me leaving Brunei for UK soon, I feel excited, sad, nervous, all at the same time. This will be the first time for me to live off independently, without a maid in the house, which means I have to do all the laundry and cooking and stuff. Living off without my family is not really much of a big deal since I'm used to them flying overseas and living off without me. But I have to admit, there is a chance that I'll get homesick.

But the most frustrating and saddening part of me going away is the fact that Babah won't be able to send me off with the rest of my family. The last time I'll see him is probably during raya, that is, if I haven't flown off already. *sigh* InsyaAllah, kalau ada rezeki, himself and the rest of the family will come in December for winter or maybe I can go home next year. :')

"As for these babies, I am definitely going to bring em along to UK.
Which basically means I'm going to bring their DVDs along with me."

I guess that'll be it for now.

Until then...

Oyasuminasai.
Assalamualaikum.

hmmmmm...

2011-07-13T16:24:00.003+01:00

Assalamualaikum.
Konbanwa.

I've been keeping myself busy for the past few days with guess what? E-X-E-R-C-I-S-E ! ! ! I am now determined to lessen my body weight to 54/55 kg.

After hiking, I got a call from MOE...

*phone rings*
Me: "Hello?"
MOE: "Ani dari scholarship ni ah."
Me: (OMG! Dari MOE? Aku dapat ka?)
MOE: "Kan betanya pasal uni mana kau kan ngambil. Luan banyak ba kau membagi ani."
Me: "Aaahhh..." (saspin eh) "Aku ngambil rah Lancaster tu."
MOE: "Ah arah Lancaster? Apa nama coursenya tu ah? Management and Organistaion (Human Resources Management)?"
Me: "Ah ia tu."
MOE: "Ah bah. Trima kaseh ah."
Me: "Bah."

And here I thought they were going to confirm me my scholarship. Oh well. Hopefully I'll get the confirmation soon so I can apply my VISA and all of that.

I also just found out that both of my orders of Arashi's concert DVD and album have just been shipped last 5th July. I didn't know I asked them to be shipped together. I thought I asked for separate shipment. Now I have to wait for maybe 2 weeks or so. *sigh*

Aiba... the miracle boy who can't wink... xD

Until then...

Oyasuminasai.
Assalamualaikum.

you're too beautiful.

2011-07-07T17:16:00.005+01:00

HAPPY ♥8♥E♥I♥G♥H♥T♥8 MONTHSARY

No words can truly express how I feel...
No words can express how thankful and grateful I am...
Thus I can only say this...

I ♥ YOU MUHAMMAD IZZAN SYAFIQ

what a beautiful world.

2011-07-03T11:18:00.005+01:00

Assalamualaikum.
Konbanwa.

Currently listening to: Arashi - Joy ♪♫

Whether you've noticed or not, I have updated Arashi's discography on the right-hand side. The album has been leaked. No idea how that happened though since it's not really officially released until the 6th July. Although I have ordered the album, which I hope will come soon, I still had to download them to put in my laptop, and in my iPod, and in my phone, and in every other device I use so that I can listen to the boys to everywhere I go.

Currently listening to: Arashi - morning light ♪♫

I've listened to all of the songs from the album and so far, I have to say that my no.1 song is currently Joy. I watched the making from the training camp clip. Fell in love with it there and now that I've listened to the full version, it's gone to the top of my list! Sorry Mada Minu Sekai e. Other songs that I really like are morning light, Tooku Made, you can say that I love 98% of the album. How can I not? They're my hubbies and, well, they're Arashi! Love em to bits.

Currently listening to: Matsumoto Jun - Shake it! ♪♫

My favourite solo is Matsumoto's. It's just so, up to beat, and easy to dance to. Second comes Aiba's. It's also easy to listen to. Then Nino's, I wonder if he wrote this song himself as well. And I have to put Sakurai's and Ohno's in the same rank. I'll probably fall in love with all of their solos sooner or later and just forced to place them all in the same rank. That's Arashi for you. I am in love.

Currently listening to: Arashi - Niji no Kakera ~no rain, no rainbow~ ♪♫

Other updates? The Einsteins had a barbeque last night at Gjan's. Most of them came and it was one heck of a night. We definitely had tons and tons and tons of fun. I'll probably get the pictures from Hani or Gjan then upload them on Einsteins' blog. No promises though.

Until then...

Oyasuminasai.
Assalamualaikum.

passing by.

2011-06-26T17:49:00.004+01:00

Assalamualaikum.
Konbanwa.

There hasn't been that much since I last posted. Okay, maybe some but none that are worth posting here. I might as well just talk about my oral or interview or whatever they call it now for the scholarship.

Mine was at 11.30am if I'm not mistaken and I was in group B. My interview took place on the 6th floor but I had to wait on the 5th floor. Whilst waiting, I made conversation with the other interviewees. Of course, I was nervous, worried, so talking to the others took my mind off of things for a while. I can't remember everything in detail but this was how it roughly went...

*went to the 6th floor, took of my shoes, knocked and opened the door*

Me: "Assalamualaikum." 'Basar jua biliknya ani. Di hujung lagi interviewernya ani'
Interviewer: "Waalaikumsalam. Bah silakan masuk."

*looked around the room, there were so many seats I couldn't figure out which one to sit in*

Me: "Uhmm. Duduk di mana ah?"
Interviewer: "Ni di sini." *pointing the seat that was at her right*

*sat down, senyum2 arah interviewer*

Interviewer: "Saya akan betanya dayang beberapa soalan bla bla bla..." *explained about how the interview is going to go*
Me: *nodded and smiled*

Interviewer: "Bahasa Melayu O'Level berapa dayang dapat?"
Me: *wide smile* "Hehehehe C6 saja."
Interviewer: *smiles and laughed a little*

Interviewer: "Sila baca fahaman/petikan yang ke..." (can't remember what number, it was about the tourism industry)
Interviewer: *asked questions based on the passage given, asked synonyms of some words from the passage, got stuck with this but the interviewer didn't mind that much and helped*

Okay, I think it's best if I just summarise of what the interviewer asked since there were so many questions and I couldn't quite remember how the conversation actually went.

Some of the questions that I could remember was how can we improve the tourism industry in Brunei, why has the number of tourists increased over the years, how do we act and treat the tourists, how do we promote the country during the tourists' stay and what other sources that we can use, besides tourism and oil&gas, to boost the country's economy(?). She also asked to list out a few tourist places and hotels.

Based on MIB, she asked how do we show our MIB-ism to the tourists, in what ways do we use MIB in our country in terms of the economy and how we maintain our MIB when we go overseas in the future.

Interviewer: "Dayang pandai baca jawi?"
Me: "Pandai."
Interviewer: "Bah baca petikan yang disediakan."
Me: *reads the passage*
Interviewer: "Bah atu saja."
Me: *bangang*
*30 seconds later...*
Me: "Eh? Atu saja?"
Interviewer: " Awu atu saja."

Then I asked a few questions about the scholarship and UCAS.

Me: "Terima kasih ah. Assalamualaikum."
Interviewer: "Bah. Waalaikumsalam."

*got out of the room, went down with a huge smile on my face*

Basically, the interviewer went quite well. I admit that I was sort of lucky as I wasn't asked about the ministers' names and all. Alhamdulillah~ All that's left to do is just wait for the next call.

ARASHI! I just felt typing that, hahahaha! Their new PV Mada Minu Sekai e came out a few weeks ago. There has also been numerous leaks of their new songs from their upcoming album Beautiful World from Arashi's radio shows. I've listened to a few but I'd rather wait until the official has been released. Throughout the post you'll see some screencaps from the PV. Hope you like it! Because I certainly do... :D

Until then...

Oyasuminasai.
Assalamualaikum.

28? or 18?

2011-06-17T10:32:00.005+01:00

Assalamualaikum.
Konnichiwa.

Good, I made it in time. I actually NEARLY forgot that Nino-kun's birthday is today. How could I forget my bias' birthday? With all the stuff that's been going on, I'm not that surprised though. Well, let's cut to the chase.

OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU NINOMIYA KAZUNARI!!!
HAPPY 28TH BIRTHDAY TO HAMBURGER-HANDS BOY!!!

You're 28 already? But you still look 18!!! ♥
Stay bratty, stay talented, stay funny ♥
Keep loving hamburgers, because I do too (fate) ♥
You're rumored to be in a relationship? Ganbatte! ♥
Lastly, this little faraway fan loves you and hopes for the best for you ♥

Until then...

Sayounara.
Assalamualaikum.

sunset with you.

2011-06-10T16:59:00.005+01:00

Assalamualaikum.
Konbanwa.

Soooooooo I just couldn't resist posting my quite an amazing day today. I finally went out with Ejan today since he had just finished his examinations. Bismillahi tawakaltu 'alallah wa la haula wala quwwata illa billah~

I was still actually unwell but I insisted on going out anyway since I won't be able to go out tomorrow night, but we'll go out again in the afternoon. *last minute plan* We just went to Tungku Beach. We both had tons of fun and took tons of pictures, and I'm sharing...

I've compiled them up since there were nearly 50 photos, which by the way I am too lazy to upload all here. These are the edited version of course. Original and more photos can be found on my Facebook. :)

"You are amazing my man...I love you..."

Until then...

Oyasuminasai.
Assalamualaikum.

my better half.

2011-06-07T17:56:00.009+01:00

Assalamualaikum.
Konbanwa.

Now, I don't do this a lot anymore. In fact, I haven't done this once yet. Let this be the first of many. :)

To the one and only, to my better half...
HAPPY 7 MONTHSARY TO THE BOTH OF US!!!

I thank you for your love, kindness and care
Especially today when I wasn't feeling well earlier, you came by to take care of me
This morning, you bought me breakfast
(even though I was the one who asked you to do so, nonetheless it was still caring of you)
You accompanied me the whole morning, regardless of how unwell I was

I especially love you for being able to accept me for who I am
For who I was before, for who I am now, and for who I will become
You accepted my annoyance, allergies, my imperfection
Despite all of this, you still treat me like I'm the whole world to you

No definite words can express how thankful I am to have you in my life
I've come to being speechless to express how much I love you
What I can say now is that I truly love you, to the utmost!
I wish for your love and care for many more months, and years, to come

Thank you... and I love you...
Muhammad Izzan Syafiq bin Haji Marjuki

Until then...

Oyasuminasai.
Assalamualaikum.